Mixed Feelings

So, I had an MRI last week and today I received the results - I'm normal.

I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in May of 2007. I had a positive MRI and positive spinal fluid. There is no cure for MS. And yet today they tell me all my lesions are gone... I no longer have MS. They always said they're 95% sure. Well, guess what? I'm in that 5%. They said my lesions are not acting like those of MS. In MS they leave scars... "holes" in the spine. Those scars are permament... but instead of scaring, my lesions disappeared completely. Maybe it's a miracle.

Naturally I should be very excited, but I"m not. I'm just numb. I think because I don't have anything to call my symptoms now. I still have Fibromyalgia. Still easily tire from heat and physical labor. Still have memory problems. Still have muscle spasms and twitches. And I still get quite dizzy sometimes with sensitivity to sound and motion. Can Fibro really cause all of that?

So.. today I just don't know what to think.